As impossible as it may sound, given that it lasted only 2 weeks, I miss you a hell lot.

Immaturity and irresponsible behaviour at its best

Hate it when someone who had decided on something, but refused to inform anyone else even though it will affect them big time, and just awol or “chao geng” or do whatever shit.

Like hello, the world doesn’t revolve around you, you know?

Same goes for someone who went out with her bf when there are important things to be done, and did not inform anyone, and still have the cheek to refuse to answer her phone when others called.

Young girls. Pfff.  They have some major growing up to do.

Smiling through the tears

Like a cat with a mouse under its paws

You’re messing with the wrong person. =)

How apt

Gotten these from http://twitter.com/TheLoveStories and they are damn appropriate for the situation I was in.

“Don’t waste your time on someone who does not appreciate you the way you should be appreciated.”

“Don’t make someone a priority if they’re only making you an option.”

“There are too many things to play with. But people’s feelings and hearts are not one of them.”

And I especially love this.

“Never try to play with other people around you for you may never know that they play better than you”

This sort of feeling

Felt like I was being taken for granted.

And I hate it.

Sick of the games.

Fuck you.

Bittersweet

Turned a picture that I took of a heart-shaped choc at Kuishin Bo last night into this, and it’s now the wallpaper of my phone.

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I know that he probably doesn’t read this space anymore, but if he does, yes I’m referring to you, there’s something I want to get off my chest.

This may sound crazy but I’ve been thinking about you for quite a bit the past couple of months and I don’t know why. I wonder where will we be now if that ‘something’ did not happen a few Christmas ago. If I wasn’t so foolish. We could have been, like what you said, if you did pop the question. Feeling quite nostalgic thinking about the past. But given the situation now, I guess that is what it will remain as, the past.

Seems like you’re leaving your current job and going to concentrate on the company that you co-founded. I remembered how excited you were back then, talking about the plans and then about the projects that you guys started getting. With the experience that you guys gained in these 4 years, I’m sure that the company will be able to soar to greater heights, and I’m looking forward to that. Wish you all the best! =)

Lymph nodes

A hard, nontender, nonmoveable lymph node may be more characteristic of a cancer spread to that node.

FUCK

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Went slightly hysterical after reading that and started sobbing for a good 10 minutes. Stopped and forced myself to focus and check that bump on my arm again. It feels slightly tender so I’m guessing that it’s caused by some infection.

I’m praying that it’s caused by some infection and will go off in a few days.

I’ll go to the doc if it’s still not gone by then.

Shake it!

Clarizcel Perez’s Girls Hip Hop class. Starting this Friday, for 6 weeks.

Totally looking forward to it!

Why, hello there!

Hello to whoever is reading this dusty lil blog. It’s been a year and a half. Almost forgotten about its existence.  Too many things had happened since my last post too. I’m not gonna write in detail, just gonna list down the events and I can safely say that I have matured a lot within this period of time.

1. Did 7 mths of teaching. Had my own form class – P3 Kindness. Lovely bunch of kids, somewhat challenging. Had fun in my P5 Social Studies class. Managed to ‘terrorise’ my P4 Sci class when I was with them for a month. Seriously, a no-nonsense look and tone of voice at the very start really helped a lot. Bid a tearful farewell to my children in end July’09 and entered NIE.
2. Suffered my worst heartbreak ever in Mar’09. Was depressed for close to a year. Managed to drag myself out of it with the help of my crazy friends in NIE, even though they were not aware of it. It was a slow and painful process but I managed to do it.
3. Joined DanceFuzion in NIE. Indulging in 2 of my passions at the same time. Teach/study + dance. How sinful is that? Started working my old bones. Took part in quite a few performances and enjoyed myself thoroughly.
4. ♥ all the late dinners/supper after dance practices.
5. Nov’09 – Participated in the Singapore Idol recording.
6. Was drawn into Kpop because of DBSK.
7. Was punk’d by the same crazy bunch of friends on my 24th birthday amidst the crazy mugging for exams.
8. Went overseas on my own for the very first time, i.e no parents or teachers. Went Ho Chi Minh City with SiJia for 5D4N (Dec 09). Fell in love with the city.
9. Went overseas again with my family in the same month. Taiwan trip – 8D7N. Love that place too. Not forgetting the cold weather. I’m looking forward to going back there by myself.
10. Had our very first public dance production in Hereen – Mar ’10. Trained like crazy for a few months before that. Was really happy even though it was very tiring cos that was when everyone became even closer. Performance was a blast! Praying hard that we would get a chance to perform in front of an even bigger crowd for our next production.
11. 2 Apr’10 -Fainted at home and busted open my chin. First time riding in an ambulance. Had 3 stitches and stayed the night for observation.
12. Re-admitted into the hospital the next day due to high fever. Stayed in the isolation ward for 3 days.
13. Rescheduled my exams and had 4 papers in a week, right after I was discharged from the hospital.
14. Watched ‘Chicago The Musical’ at the Esplanade Theater – Apr’10
15. Had around 4 months of holidays due to YOG.
16. Took up Korean language class – Jun’10
17. Did 5 weeks of practicum during the 4 months break – Jul’10. Was posted back to South View Pri. I really missed that school a lot. Quite a few of the teachers that I know were still around, and even more surprising, most of the canteen vendors too. Had a lot of fun and learnt a lot.
18. Aug’10 – Bali trip with my sister, 4D3N. Snorkeled for the 1st time. Was pretty much scared out of my wits at first, but it was fun. Pretty beaches ♥

And now my 2nd year in NIE had started. Still dancing. I’m pretty much contented with the kind of life I have right now – study + dance + lunch & suppers with friends + movies + short trips overseas. However, I only have 1 more year to enjoy it, 9 months to be exact. Unless I cross over to the Degree course, which I highly suspect I won’t be able to. I’m gonna make good use of this 9 months and have as much fun as I can.

We shall see whether I’m gonna continue blogging or not. Might just drop by once in a while, or it could be a regular thing. No promises though =)